When I Look at you

So the past couple of days haven't gone exactly how I've planned...But nothing in my life usually does.

I missed home A LOT...I just wanted to sit with my mama on her Bed and watch a movie. My mother has played such a role in the woman I am, It would take me a year to write all about the different ways she's shaped my life. And my dad, I dont always appreciate him because he loves differently then I do. He is the provider and the protector, for a long time I resented him because I didn't think he cared about who I was as a person. But now I know that that isnt true... He is just different then me in getting to know a person. I ask questions... A LOT of questions to get to know a person. My dad, he observes and looks at a persons actions.

The Song "When I look at you" from the movie The Last Song comes to mind when I think of my parents. These are the lyrics

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.

Yeah when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

 yeah, Thats my MamaBear & Dad.
They Believe in me...If I ever Change the World, it'll be because of them.

Speaking of people who have absolutly shaped my life... My Friends....SO LEGIT.
God has seriously Blessed me with the Greatest people in the World as freinds. Some know when Im upset, even when I dont know. Some know I need to relax even when I have my brave face on. And some just know how to Hug really really well. They are all so precious to me, I would do Anything for any of them. I just hope they know that...I hope they know I love them too much!

The Greatest Blessing God will ever give me...People.
That's all I will ever want.
Amazing, Brilliant, Colorful, funny, serious, smart, not-so-smart, stubborn, chill, and every other kind of People.
:D

Even when I have a bad day...Someone gets me to smile.
Nothing Better then That.